Hope Sandoval is all Veronica Lake-y
My dog is more dog than your dog. Also, my Muskrat Ramble is more Muskrat Ramble than your Muskrat Ramble.
dr. squirreley, teach me.
“The very things that made me good at school — a talent for aligning with authority, or for knowing what it wanted; a capacity for self-estranging self-discipline; an ability to use anxiety as a fuel; an overidentification with established codes — were precisely the things that might render me not a writer, not a poet.”
— maureen mclane, my poets (2012), or: how i begin to narcissistically over-identify with my dissertation adviser.
At the end of the very last scene, Meryl Streep, believing that the scene had ended, asked Dustin Hoffman if her eye make-up was messed up from crying. The director kept it in the movie.
THE TWELVE MORTAL MEN
The Fork Falls highway is three miles from the town, and it is here the chain gang has been working. The road is of macadam, and the county decided to patch up the rough places and widen it at a certain dangerous place. The gang is made up of twelve men, all wearing black and white striped prison suits, and chained at the ankles. There is a guard with a gun, his eyes drawn to red slits by the glare. The gang works all the day long, arriving huddled in the prison cart soon after daybreak, and being driven off again in the gray August twilight. All day there is the sound of the picks striking into the clay earth, hard sunlight, the smell of sweat. And every day there is music. One dark voice will start a phrase, half-sung, and like a question. And after a moment another voice will join in, soon the whole gang will be singing. The voices are dark in the golden glare, the music intricately blended, both somber and joyful. The music will swell until at last it seems that the sound does not come from the twelve men on the gang, but from the earth itself, or the wide sky. It is music that causes the heart to broaden and the listener to grow cold with ecstasy and fright. Then slowly the music will sink down until at last there remains one lonely voice, then a great hoarse breath, the sun, the sounds of the picks in the silence.
And what kind of gang is this that can make such music? Just twelve mortal men, seven of them black and five of them white boys from this county. Just twelve mortal men who are together.
- Carson McCuller’s The Ballad of the Sad Café

Through a Glass Darkly, dir. Ingmar Bergman
The spider god may be an allusion to Dostoevsky’s character Svidrigailov in Crime and Punishment who wonders of the afterlife, “But what if there are only spiders there, or something like that?”



